Because it’s May and, y’know, spring, so…
It’s still awkward to do this. My right arm is bound in an articulated brace that bears a resemblance to some kind of robotic prosthesis. This one, however, is only intended to constrain my movements so I don’t damage the surgery while it heals. Makes typing difficult, but it’s getting easier. My handwriting, already questionable, is another matter.
So back in August I had an accident. I could characterize it as an act of stupidity, but that’s not really true. I did something I had done before and had no reason to think I couldn’t do again. However, my right biceps tendon chose to give and I experienced a partial tear. Not enough to incapacitate me but enough to give me chronic problems. When it became evident that it wasn’t healing, I sought advice and went to a specialist. I saw Dr. George Paletta. One MRI and a lot of conversation later, I agreed to surgery to repair the tendon.
So on March 31st I went to a small surgery where Dr. Paletta opened a small incision on the inside of my elbow, “completed” the tear, and bolted the tendon back in place. I spent the next two weeks in a full cast. Much reading and watching of movies ensued. Learning to do with just my left hand proved an education.
Removal of the cast occasioned one of the worst pains I have ever experienced. My forearm felt as though the Incredible Hulk had grabbed it and determined to crush it. When my eyes once more focused and the spots stopped dancing, the staff, including Dr. Paletta, were standing around me smiling. “Perfectly normal,” they told me. Okay.
So now I’m doing physical therapy twice a week and slowly, slowly reacquiring the use of my right hand. I can drive, I’ve been back to work, and I’m doing this. Because the brace is a restraint on range of motion, I can’t yet brush my teeth with my dominant hand. Or eat with it. Or scratch my nose, comb my hair, etc, you get the idea. Next week I may get a bit more range. I haven’t tried playing piano and I’m not even getting near a guitar with this aluminum thing.
Before the surgery I managed to finish the 1st draft of a new novel. I’ve been noodling on a couple of short stories lately and still reading. (I’ve decided to start Agatha Christie. Read some of her books as a teenager, but that was almost half a century ago, so…) I’m working my way through a book by Kip Thorne about wormholes and such.
My hope is that by the end of May I’ll be more or less mobile again. My gym kindly put my membership on hold till such time as I can come back, but that may be even longer. I’m feeling…puffy. But if I’m careful, which I intend to be, I’ll be good as new by fall.
Meantime, I thought I’d just give folks an update. More words are coming, trust me. But lastly I want to say Thank You to everyone involved in this. People have been terrific. From my coworkers to the medical personnel, everyone has been generous, supportive, and tolerant. Thank you all.
I did an interview yesterday. Here’s the You Tube of it. It’s not as smooth as I’d like but it’s the result the fact that I’m in the Bronze Age, technologically. I had a difficult time hearing Sally Ember here, though that may not be readily apparent from this. I really need to upgrade all my systems. It would be nice if life would stop throwing me curve balls that keep costing me money I’d prefer to spend on new computers. However, I offer it here as one my few video bits. I recommend checking about Sally’s site, she has a lot of interviews there. CHANGES.
This is almost too painful. The volume of wordage created over this Sad Puppies* thing is heading toward the Tolstoyan. Reasonableness will not avail. It’s past that simply because reasonableness is not suited to what has amounted to a schoolyard snit, instigated by a group feeling it’s “their turn” at dodge ball and annoyed that no one will pass them the ball.
Questions of “who owns the Hugo?” are largely beside the point, because until this it was never part of the gestalt of the Hugo. It was a silly, technical question that had little to do with the aura around the award. (As a question of legalism, the Hugo is “owned” by the World Science Fiction Society, which runs the world SF conventions. But that’s not what the question intends to mean.)
Previously, I’ve noted that any such contest that purports to select The Best of anything is automatically suspect because so much of it involves personal taste. Even more, in this instance, involves print run and sales. One more layer has to do with those willing to put down coin to support or attend a given worldcon. So many factors having nothing to do with a specific work are at play that we end up with a Brownian flux of often competing factors which pretty much make the charge that any given group has the power to predetermine winners absurd.
That is, until now.
Proving that anything not already overly organized can be gamed, one group has managed to create the very thing they have been claiming already existed. The outrage now being expressed at the results might seem to echo back their own anger at their claimed exclusion, but in this case the evidence is strong that some kind of fix has been made. Six slots taken by one author published by one house, with a few other slots from that same house, a house owned by someone who has been very vocal about his intentions to do just this? Ample proof that such a thing can be done, but evidence that it had been done before? No, not really.
Here’s where we all find ourselves in unpleasant waters. If the past charges are to be believed, then the evidence offered was in the stories and novels nominated. That has been the repeated claim, that “certain” kinds of work are blocked while certain “other” kinds of work get preferential treatment, on ideological grounds. What grounds? Why, the liberal/left/socialist agenda opposed to conservatism, with works of a conservative bent by outspoken or clearly conservative authors banished from consideration in favor of work with a social justice flavor. Obviously this is an exclusion based solely on ideology and has nothing to do with the quality of the work in question. In order to refute this, now, one finds oneself in the uncomfortable position of having to pass judgment on quality and name names.
Yes, this more or less is the result of any awards competition anyway. The winners are presumed to possess more quality than the others. But in the context of a contest, no one has to come out and state the reason “X” by so-and-so didn’t win (because it, perhaps, lacked the quality being rewarded). We can—rightly—presume others to be more or less as good, the actual winners rising above as a consequence of individual taste, and we can presume many more occupy positions on a spectrum. We don’t have to single anyone out for denigration because the contest isn’t about The Worst but The Best.
But claiming The Best has been so named based on other criteria than quality (and popularity) demands comparisons and then it gets personal in a different, unfortunate, way.
This is what critics are supposed to do—not fans.
In order to back their claims of exclusion, exactly this was offered—certain stories were held up as examples of “what’s wrong with SF” and ridiculed. Names were named, work was denigrated. “If this is the kind of work that’s winning Hugos, then obviously the awards are fixed.” As if such works could not possibly be held in esteem for any other reason than that they meet some ideological litmus test.
Which means, one could infer, that works meeting a different ideological litmus test are being ignored because of ideology. It couldn’t possibly be due to any other factor.
And here’s where the ugly comes in, because in order to demonstrate that other factors have kept certain works from consideration you have to start examining those works by criteria which, done thoroughly, can only be hurtful. Unnecessarily if such works have an audience and meet a demand.
For the past few years organized efforts to make this argument have churned the punchbowl, just below the surface. This year it erupted into clear action. The defense has been that all that was intended was for the pool of voters to be widened, be “more inclusive.” There is no doubt this is a good thing, but if you already know what kind of inclusiveness you want—and by extension what kind of inclusiveness you don’t want, either because you believe there is already excess representation of certain factions or because you believe that certain factions may be toxic to your goal—then your efforts will end up narrowing the channel by which new voices are brought in and possibly creating a singleminded advocacy group that will vote an ideological line. In any case, their reason for being there will be in order to prevent Them from keeping You from some self-perceived due. This is kind of an inevitability initially because the impetus for such action is to change the paradigm. Over time, this increased pool will diversify just because of the dynamics within the pool, but in these early days the goal is not to increase diversity but to effect a change in taste. What success will look like is predetermined, implicitly at least, and the nature of the campaign is aimed at that.
It’s not that quality isn’t a consideration but it is no longer explicitly the chief consideration. It can’t be, because the nature of the change is based on type not expression.
Now there is another problem, because someone has pissed in the punchbowl. It’s one of the dangers of starting down such a path to change paradigms through organized activism, that at some point someone will come along and use the channels you’ve set up for purposes other than you intended. It’s unfortunate and once it happens you have a mess nearly impossible to fix, because now no one wants to drink out of that bowl, on either side.
Well, that’s not entirely true. There will be those who belly up to the stand and dip readily into it and drink. These are people who thrive on toxicity and think as long as they get to drink from the bowl it doesn’t matter who else does or wants to. In fact, the fewer who do the better, because that means the punch is ideally suited to just them. It’s not about what’s in the bowl but the act of drinking. Perhaps they assume it’s supposed to taste that way but more likely they believe the punch has already been contaminated by a different flavor of piss, so it was never going to be “just” punch. They will fail to understand that those not drinking are refraining not because they don’t like punch but because someone pissed in the bowl.
As to the nature of the works held up as examples of what has been “wrong” with SF…
Science fiction is by its nature a progressive form. It cannot be otherwise unless its fundamental telos is denied. Which means it has always been in dialogue with the world as it is. The idea that social messaging is somehow an unnatural or unwanted element in SF is absurd on its face. This is why for decades the works extolled as the best, as the most representative of science fiction as an art form have been aggressively antagonistic toward status quo defenses and defiantly optimistic that we can do better, both scientifically and culturally. The best stories have been by definition social message stories. Not preachments, certainly, but that’s where the art comes in. Because a writer—any writer—has an artisitic obligation, a commitment to truth, and you don’t achieve that through strident or overt didacticism. That said, not liking the specific message in any story is irrelevant because SF has also been one of the most discursive and self-critical genres, constantly in dialogue with itself and with the world. We have improved the stories by writing antiphonally. You don’t like the message in a given story, write one that argues with it. Don’t try to win points by complaining that the message is somehow wrong and readers don’t realize it because they keep giving such stories awards.
Above all, though, if you don’t win any awards, be gracious about it, at least in public. Even if people agree with you that you maybe deserved one, that sympathy erodes in the bitter wind of performance whining.
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*I will not go into the quite lengthy minutiae of this group, but let me post a link here to a piece by Eric Flint that covers much of this and goes into a first class analysis of the current situation. I pick Eric because he is a Baen author—a paradoxical one, to hear some people talk—and because of his involvement in the field as an editor as well as a writer.
Campaign season seems to begin earlier and earlier every time it comes around, but this time it’s starting up almost two years before? Well, in many ways it began in 2008 and has continued almost nonstop since.
Ted Cruz has announced his candidacy.
I have two reactions to this. The first is, perhaps predictably, “You have to be kidding.” But the other is an unpleasant chill running through my entire nervous system. I have come finally to embrace the maxim “Never underestimate the power of human stupidity.” There are and will be fervent supporters for this demagogue and over the last couple of decades it has disturbed me how such thoughtless, anti-intellectual, entrenched ideologues seem to creep ever closer to the White House. On the one hand, Romney lost because he really did not understand the mood of the nation. On the other, those who mourn his loss have, at least in part, put enough of their kind in congress to effectively cripple national government.
I feel this would all be solved by the simple expedient of a 95% voter turnout.
No, I do not support any suggestion of mandatory voting. Freedom does not thrive where choice is limited, and choosing not to vote is as viable a freedom as choosing to vote.
It would be less troubling if I believed that this was the case, that people were choosing not to vote. I think for many people it’s just too much trouble, low down on the list of priorities behind shopping and yard work. For many others, whether we wish to accept it or not, obstructions effectively dissuade voting. And for still more, a deep pessimism that voting does no good keeps them from even knowing who the candidates are or what the issues may be. Throw in a thick broth of lazy and there you have it.
So Ted Cruz may get and keep support from people who will find it easier to vote slogans than to actually find out something about their candidates. He mouths the appropriate small-minded palaver about government overreach and too much regulation and the loss of American prestige. Some people nod knowingly, as if they actually understand what he’s talking about. If they did, they would know him for the political half-wit he seems to be. He’s going to know how to get out the vote among those who think, when they do, in terms of feelings and disapprovals rather than by issues, so he may run a solid campaign by such metrics, but he would not know how to be a president if he won.
To wit, there may well be government overreach, but it’s not a single thing liable to a simple solution. There is no cabal to which you can just say No and stop the problem. And frankly, as with most things in America, one person’s overreach is another’s necessary program. Likewise with regulation. Sure, there may well be—and assuredly are—too many inappropriate regulations imposed upon us by government. Just as surely, my list will be different than your list, so exactly how do we come to some agreement about which should go and which should stay? And, just to make matters worse, which government? Municipal, county, state, or federal? Not all regulations are from the same source. This is why democracy, whether we like it or not, is an ongoing process, a conversation, requiring engagement by the citizenry. It doesn’t run on its own. We can’t just elect someone and then ignore everything afterward.
As for American prestige, that’s one of those noble-sounding but useless phrases that can mean anything. The decline of American prestige? In what way and for whom? It’s not quantifiable, for one thing. For another, it’s as personal as the other two points. For some, having the world afraid of us is evidence of “ascendancy” and “prestige.” Like we’re all of us school kids in the playground, throwing our machismo around to count coup. For others, respect is what we want, and that’s something you earn by cooperation. Working with other nations, more to help them with their problems than ours, but getting in return some help with ours, and then knowing when their problems are caused by us and being willing to do something about it. Not sexy, but in the long run more effective.
I recall seeing one of the last big conferences Bush attended before he left office, and all these prominent leaders of other countries mounting the stage, many of them putatively allies, and it was obvious that none of them respected Bush. He was all but snubbed. They saw him as a rube. A clueless tool of his handlers. Whether that assessment was correct is immaterial, that was the perception, and let’s be honest, in politics perception is more than half the game.
That is not the case with Obama. Again, whether you like it or not.
Or perhaps people just don’t recognize respect when they see it. Respect is a voluntary thing, not something you can demand, and certainly not something frightened people give.
Cruz is a demagogue. He also doesn’t seem to give a damn about anything other than his career. His people are perhaps aware of his deficits. He made his announcement to run for office in a packed auditorium—filled with students who were required to be there. Many of them may well have shown up for him anyway, but not all, and it was little more than some opportunistic stage craft.
What he represents, if in fact he represents anything other than himself, is a laundry list of regressive ideas that are everything we’ve come to expect from reactionary coalitions of malcontents who don’t like the idea that America has to be shared with people they don’t like. That he is one of the poster boys for a Tea Party that still won’t let go the idea that Obama is not a citizen is profoundly ironic.
To be clear, the charges that Cruz is ineligible to run for the presidency are as groundless as they were for Obama. His mother was born in Wilmington, Delaware. End of argument. He’s a “natural born” American.
Still, that some people are throwing the charge at him already carries a small schadenfreude about it.
As far as I know, no one in recent memory who began their active campaign this early has made it through the primaries. I could be wrong about that, but I think it’s so. Which means he’s being poorly advised OR this is part of a larger Party strategy to set him up to take all the flack while another candidate, more moderate, more “electable” is positioned for a later announcement closer to time. If so, I have to wonder if Cruz knows.
It’s going to be an interesting season.
This started out as a fairly straightforward image in need of some attention. I scanned it from a negative this morning, a shot taken back in 2002 or ’03 in New Mexico when we were visiting a friend. Difficult conditions at the best of times, shooting more or less directly into the sun, with the consequent flares and subdued contrast and obscured detail. So I started playing. It went some places I didn’t expect and pretty soon became less a photograph than a painting, and a not bad one, if I do say so myself. I like it, anyway. I think I’ll put this one in the Archon art show next October. A bit Maxfield Parrish going on in this. In any event, enjoy.
As a comparison, here’s an unmodified shot from the same day, in good old black & white”
This one was taken on the campus of MSU, East Lansing, Michigan, in the summer of 1988. When needing a break from the workshopping and writing that was Clarion, I’d go for walks with my cameras and find things.
Okay, make that two photographs.
Three…
Okay, I’m done for now. It really was a lovely campus in places. Speaking of writing, I’m going to do more now. Enjoy.
A bit of nostalgia. Reminiscing on happy times. I’ve been pretty fortunate. I think there’ve been more smiles than frowns.
Even when the ground has been covered with nasty white snowy stuff, which is not my favorite thing anymore. But, you know, the fact is I don’t really like being in a bad mood. I very much prefer being happy, or at least content, and I suspect I’ve had more of that than the alternative.
So going through some old negatives this past week or so I found a couple of images I’d forgotten about, but which, once seen, brought back the whole day on which they were taken. Good days.
This one, for instance, was ostensibly for possible author photo use. Never used any of them for that, but Donna and I had fun taking them.
And then there’s this one, which is of us. A studio portrait, done at Shaw Camera in about 1986 or so. Me and my sweetie.
Which she still is. Soon—this weekend, in fact—it will be 35 years since our fist date.
35 Years.
For a guy who once thought he’d spend his life as a bachelor due to an inability to have a relationship, this comes as no small surprise. But you should never second-guess yourself. Or third-guess. Whatever.
35 years ago I took Donna out on our first date. I took her to see 2001: A Space Odyssey, which was playing at a theater that no longer exists. Afterward we went to a nearby Chinese restaurant which also no longer exists. In fact, pretty much the only thing that still exists, albeit in much altered form, from when we met is the McDonald’s where we met, on Kingshighway.
Look at that picture. Am I not fortunate? I’m still amazed by her. She has made my life worth having.
Damn. 35 years….
He was, ultimately, the heart and soul of the whole thing. The core and moral conscience of the congeries that was Star Trek. Mr. Spock was what the entire thing was about. That’s why they could never leave him alone, set him aside, get beyond him. Even when he wasn’t on screen and really could be nowhere near the given story, there was something of him. They kept trying to duplicate him—Data, Seven-of-Nine, Dax, others—but the best they could do was borrow from the character.
I Am Not Spock came out in 1975. It was an attempt to explain the differences between the character and the actor portraying him. It engendered another memoir later entitled I Am Spock which addressed some of the misconceptions created by the first. The point, really, was that the character Spock was a creation of many, but the fact is that character would not exist without the one ingredient more important than the rest—Leonard Nimoy.
I was 12 when Star Trek appeared on the air. It is very difficult now to convey to people who have subsequently only seen the show in syndication what it meant to someone like me. I was a proto-SF geek. I loved the stuff, read what I could, but not in any rigorous way, and my material was opportunistic at best. I was pretty much alone in my fascination. My parents worried over my “obsessions” with it and doubtless expected the worst. I really had no one with whom to share it. I got teased at school about it, no one else read it, even my comics of choice ran counter to the main. All there was on television were movie re-runs and sophomoric kids’ shows. Yes, I watched Lost In Space, but probably like so many others I did so out of desperation, because there wasn’t anything else on! Oh, we had The Twilight Zone and then The Outer Limits, but, in spite of the excellence of individual episodes, they just weren’t quite sufficient. Too much of it was set in the mundane world, the world you could step out your front door and see for yourself. Rarely did it Go Boldly Where No One Had Gone Before in the way that Star Trek did.
Presentation can be everything. It had little to do with the internal logic of the show or the plots or the science, even. It had to do with the serious treatment given to the idea of it. The adult treatment. Attitude. Star Trek possessed and exuded attitude consistent with the wishes of the people who watched it and became devoted to it. We rarely saw “The Federation” it was just a label for something which that attitude convinced us was real, for the duration of the show. The expanding hegemony of human colonies, the expanse of alien cultures—the rather threadbare appearance of some of the artifacts of these things on their own would have been insufficient to carry the conviction that these things were really there. It was the approach, the aesthetic tone, the underlying investment of the actors in what they were portraying that did that. No, it didn’t hurt that they boasted some of the best special effects on television at that time, but even those couldn’t have done what the life-force of the people making it managed.
And Spock was the one consistent on-going absolutely essential aspect that weekly brought the reality of all that unseen background to the fore and made it real. There’s a reason Leonard Nimoy started getting more fan mail than Shatner. Spock was the one element that carried the fictional truth of everything Star Trek was trying to do.
And Spock would have been nothing without the talent, the humanity, the skill, the insight, and the sympathy Leonard Nimoy brought to the character. It was, in the end, and more by accident than design, a perfect bit of casting and an excellent deployment of the possibilities of the symbol Spock came to represent.
Of all the characters from the original series, Spock has reappeared more than any other. There’s a good reason for that.
Spock was the character that got to represent the ideals being touted by the show. Spock was finally able to be the moral center of the entire thing simply by being simultaneously on the outside—he was not human—and deeply in the middle of it all—science officer, Starfleet officer, with his own often troublesome human aspect. But before all that, he was alien and he was treated respectfully and given the opportunity to be Other and show that this was something vital to our own humanity.
Take one thing, the IDIC. Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combination. It came up only a couple of times in the series, yet what a concept. Spock embodied the implications even in his trademark comment “Fascinating.” He was almost always at first fascinated. He wanted before anything else to understand. He never reacted out of blind terror. Sometimes he was on the other side of everyone else in defense of something no one seemed interested in understanding, only killing.
I’m going on about Spock because I know him. I didn’t know Mr. Nimoy, despite how much he gave of himself. I knew his work, which was always exemplary, and I can assume certain things about him by his continued affiliation with a character which, had he no sympathy for, would have left him behind to be portrayed by others long since. Instead, he kept reprising the role, and it was remarkably consistent. Spock was, throughout, a positive conscience.
On the side of science. I can think of no other character who so thoroughly exemplified rational morality. Spock had no gods, only ideals. He lived by no commandments, only morality. His ongoing championing of logic as the highest goal is telling. Logic was the common agon between Spock and McCoy, and sometimes between Spock and Kirk. I suspect most people made the same mistake, that logic needs must be shorn of emotion. Logic, however, is about “sound reasoning and the rules which govern it.” (Oxford Companion to Philosophy) This is one reason it is so tied to mathematics. But consider the character and then consider the philosophy. Spock is the one who seeks to understand first. Logic dictates this. Emotion is reactive and can muddy the ability to reason. Logic does not preclude emotion—obviously, since Spock has deep and committed friendships—it only sets it aside for reason to have a chance at comprehension before action. How often did Spock’s insistence on understanding prove essential to solving some problem in the show?
I suspect Leonard Nimoy himself would have been the first to argue that Spock’s devotion to logic was simply a very human ideal in the struggle to understand.
Leonard Nimoy informed the last 4 decades of the 20th Century through a science fictional representation that transcended the form. It is, I believe, a testament to his talent and intellect that the character grew, became a centerpiece for identifying the aesthetic aspects of what SF means for the culture, and by so doing became a signal element of the culture of the 21st Century.
Others can talk about his career. He worked consistently and brought the same credibility to many other roles. (I always found it interesting that one his next roles after Star Trek was on Mission: Impossible, taking the place of Martin Landau as the IM team’s master of disguise. As if to suggest that no one would pin him down into a single thing.) I watched him in many different shows, tv movies, and have caught up on some of his work prior to Star Trek (he did a Man From U.N.C.L.E. episode in which he played opposite William Shatner) and in my opinion he was a fine actor. He seems to have chosen his parts carefully, especially after he gained success and the control over his own career that came with it. But, as I say, others can talk about that. For me, it is Spock.
I feel a light has gone out of the world. Perhaps a bit hyperbolic, but…still, some people bring something into the world while they’re here that has the power to change us and make us better. Leonard Nimoy had an opportunity to do that and he did not squander it. He made a difference. We have prospered by his gifts.
I will miss him.